Loss Of Direction

Why do I meditate? Spiritual growth. Why do I want spiritual growth? I don’t know.

Do you miss your wife? Yes, constantly. What does it feel like, in your body, to miss your wife? I don’t know.

What does sadness feel like in your body? I feel it all the time but I don’t know.

What do you want to be when you grow up? I don’t know. What are you going to do when you retire?

Do you want a girlfriend? Yes. Why? I don’t know. Why does anyone want a partner? I don’t know.

At 62 years old, I know less than a teenager. But feel like I still want the same things as I did back then.

I don’t know what I’m doing. But I know this shit hasn’t been good enough for a long time, maybe forever. When I find the answers to these questions, there will be more, but it’s time for me to bust through the ceiling and continue to move onwards and upwards.

1 thought on “Loss Of Direction

  1. You are a super nice guy who deserves the best. I am confident you will find it. Understanding yourself is so important, having confidence in yourself is equally important.

    Positive thoughts coming your way from the South Coast of Ohio….

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