Bad Mood

I woke up this morning after having bad dreams. Coffee tastes like shit, because we ran out of coffee, and I have a pot made of mixed brands.
Maybe I shouldn’t even post anything today, because I feel so negative.
I am not at peace, I am in conflict. I have advertising coming up for my business. At the same time, I feel my business isn’t solid enough and I am starting a new job on Monday. After I start the new job, I won’t have time for the business.
If I made a choice, take the new job and stop the business, or don’t take the new job and push the business, (like pushing a car with four flat tires), I’d be fine, but I am not fine, I am split down the middle.
I feel like I can’t see the truth inside myself.
And I’m angry. I want to know what to do.

7 thoughts on “Bad Mood

  1. One thing I can agree on is mixing the coffee thing is horrible! Did that last weekend and had to go out and buy some pre-made Starbucks in a bottle at the convenient store.The other stuff though…it is a tough time…but it won't feel as bad tomorrow as it did today. Things always work out; it is waiting for it to work out that is the hardest damn part.Also, I wish you weren't 2.5 million miles away cause I CANNOT figure out my receiver for my surround sound at home. I never thought a piece of technology could kick my ass so much! I need a man of your talents! 🙂

  2. I've been feeling the same way about work lately, too. Whether to keep editing or get a good paying job. I feel for you. I hope everything goes your way today and that your good mood soon returns. Remember, our troubles are only temporary. Everything always works out. 🙂

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