a little ahead

It’s just past 6:30, seems I’m a little ahead of schedule this morning.

Last night was a rough night for me. Mentally, I was NOT sleeping, thinking along the lines of “what do I want? If I could have whatever I wanted, what would it be?”

i was drawing a blank. All I could come up with was wishing my wife never had left and that she could be happy. And that can never be anymore.

It was torturous, laying there, trying not to think. And it’s thinking about me, so it’s sickening self pity and self centered egotism. Disgusting on every facet

But I’m awake now and things are looking much better. Like every morning.

Have a great day!

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