I’ve had a hell of a 10 days.
Last Saturday, (not day-before-yesterday, a week before that) I went to one of my best friends’s funeral.
Last Sunday, my wife told me she doesn’t love me anymore and wants a divorce.
Last week I went to a counsellor with the wife and felt like they were both ganged up on me.
I kind of had a meltdown at work after that because I’ve been feeling ignored, not part of the team, and when everyone, everyone except me. left to go to a meeting. I figure my same insanity that makes me invisible at work is the same insanity that makes my wife want to leave.
Last Friday, I took my cat to the vet and found out she had lymphoma (cancer) and there was nothing that could be done to save her. She wasn’t in pain, so I brought her home to live her life. She almost immediately disappeared and I assume she’s gone forever.
Things probably can’t get worse, but it might. I have an “executive physical” tomorrow, A very intensive physical exam. I think I’m ok but you never know.
But overall, I gotta be near the valley floor, sstarting to climb high again. Have a good week!