I keep thinking about a friend who became important to me. I have never confided in too many people. But when I do, they mean a lot.
Well, something happened and she’s not talking to me. I still see her around kinda, but we’re not talking. I kind of feel like she wants to talk but isn’t because of external pressure. Maybe wants to and feels like it would be improper.
She told me she wouldn’t disappear but kind of did. I have tried to create opportunities for her to communicate, but feel funny about it. Maybe she genuinely doesn’t want me to bother her.
So what I’ve decided to do is let go. If she wants to communicate, she knows how.
But this doesn’t feel right either, I can’t just give up!
I want my friend back!
And i am so tired I am going to sleep. I am working on a post but it is taking longer than expected and isn’t coming out as well as I’d hoped.